Hands to the earth
I surrender to the sun, the dirt, the moon, the water
my life force.
Lead me through this benevolent darkness
bless me with the clarity to see,
the power of this sadness.
the courage to walk with graceful honesty,
this is the remedy.
All things are only ever temporary
in this blessed, fleeting life
although moments feel so all encompassing as they are lived.
I am healing and releasing fears I didn't even know I had
I am allowing
no longer trying
and though the pain may be more present
and although I feel as though time is at a standstill
I know that this is good for these are powerful times of change
I - the intermediary between my fear
and my faith.
to the heartbeat which feels so much
which panics and aches and loves and furies
but beats on nonetheless.
so here I am, at yet another crossroads
But there is no decision to be made.
Only a knowing, forever unfolding.